57. Hector Of The Feeble-Mind: The Underground HIstory of American
Education by John Taylor Gatto from archive.org
Hector
Of The Feeble-Mind
See thirteen-year-old Hector Rodriguez 1 as
I first saw him: slightly built, olive-skinned,
short, with huge black eyes, his body twisting acrobatically as he tried
to slip under the gated defenses of the
skating rink on the northern end of Central Park one cold November day. Up to that time I had known Hector for
several months but had never really seen him, nor would I have seen him then but for
the startling puzzle he presented by
gatecrashing with a fully paid admission ticket in his pocket. Was he
nuts?
This particular skating rink sits in a
valley requiring patrons to descend several flights of concrete steps to reach the ice. When I
counted bodies at the foot of the stairs, Hector was missing. I went back up the stairs to find
Hector wedged in the bars of the revolving
security gate. "You little imbecile," I screamed. "Why
are you sneaking in? You have a
ticket!" No answer, but his expression told me his answer. It said,
"Why shout? I know what I'm doing,
I have principles to uphold." He actually looked offended by my lack
of understanding.
Hector was solving a problem. Could the
interlocking bars of the automatic turnstile be
defeated? What safer way to probe than with a paid ticket in hand in
case he got caught. Later as I searched
school records for clues to understand this boy, I discovered in his short transit on earth he had already left a
long outlaw trail behind him. And yet, although
none of his crimes would have earned more than a good spanking a hundred
years earlier, now they helped support a
social service empire. By substituting an excessive response for an appropriate (minimal) reaction,
behavior we sought to discourage has doubled and redoubled. It is implicit in the structure of
institutional logic that this happens. What's
bad for real people is the very guarantee of institutional
amorality.
At the
time of this incident, Hector attended one of the fifty- five public schools
with the lowest academic ratings in New
York State, part of a select group threatened with takeover by state custodians. Seven of the
nine rapists of the Central Park jogger — a case that made national headlines some years back
— were graduates of the school. Of the
thirteen classes in Hector's grade, a full nine were of higher rank than
the one he was in. Hector might be seen
at twelve as an exhausted salmon swimming upstream in a raging current trying to sweep away his dignity. We
had deliberately unleashed such a flood by
assigning about eleven hundred kids in all, to five strictly graduated categories:
First
Class was called "Gifted and Talented Honors." Second Class was called "Gifted and
Talented." Third Class was called
"Special Progress." Fourth
Class was called "Mainstream."
Fifth Class was called "Special Ed." These last kids had a
cash value to the school three times
higher than the others, a genuine incentive to find fatal defects where none
existed.
Hector was a specimen from the doomed category
called Mainstream, itself further
divided into alphabetized subcategories — A, B, C, or D. Worst of the
worst above Special Ed would be Mainstream
D where he reported. Since Special Ed was a life sentence of ostracism and humiliation at the hands of the
balance of the student body, we might even
call Hector "lucky" to be Mainstream, though as Mainstream D,
he was suspended in that thin layer of
mercy just above the truly doomed. Hector's standardized test scores
placed him about three years behind the
middle of the rat-pack. This, and his status as an absolute cipher (where school activities,
sports, volunteer work, and good behavior were concerned) would have made it difficult enough
for anyone prone to be his advocate, but
in Hector's case, he wasn't just behind an eight-ball, he was six feet
under one.
Shortly after I found him breaking and
entering (the skating rink), Hector was arrested in a nearby elementary school with a gun. It was
a fake gun but it looked pretty real to the
school secretaries and principal. I found out about this at my school faculty
Christmas party when the principal came
bug-eyed over to the potato salad where I camped, crying, GATTO, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME? His exact
words. Hector had been dismissed for
holiday only that morning; he then hightailed it immediately to his old elementary school, still in session, to turn
the younger children loose, to free the pint-
sized slaves like a modern Spartacus. Come forward now one year in time:
Hector in high school, second report
card. He failed every subject, and was absent enough to be cited for truancy. But you could have guessed that
before I told you because you read the same
sociology books I do.
Can you see the Hector trapped inside
these implacable school records? Poor, small for his age, part of a minority, not accounted
much by people who matter, dumb, in a super-
dumb class, a bizarre gatecrasher, a gunslinger, a total failure in high
school? Can you see Hector? Certainly
you think you do. How could you not? The system makes it so easy to classify him and predict his future.
What is society to do with its Hectors? This is
the boy, multiplied by millions, that school
people have been agonizing about in every decade of the twentieth
century. This is the boy who destroyed
the academic mission of American public schooling, turning it into a warehouse operation, a clinic for behavioral
training and attitude adjustment. Hector's
principal said to the Christian Science Monitor when it made a
documentary film about my class and
Hector's, "Sure the system stinks, but John [Gatto] has nothing to replace
it. And as bad as the system is, it's
better than chaos."
But is the only alternative to a stifling
system really chaos? '
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