Monday, July 2, 2018

A poem for the 21st century (complete version): VISIONS OF THE EMPIRE by Jon Rappoport

Complete and final version of Jon Rappoport's poem, VISIONS OF THE EMPIRE

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A poem for the 21st century (complete version): VISIONS OF THE EMPIRE
 
by Jon Rappoport
 
Copyright © 2012, 2018 by Jon Rappoport
 
Over the course of the past 10-15 years, I wrote a 5000-word poem, VISIONS OF THE EMPIRE. You could say that proves I believe in poetry. I do believe in it.  
 
Here, for the first time, I'm publishing the whole poem in its final version.
 
Poetry in the grand tradition of, say, Walt Whitman may seem to be dead---and who cares about poetry anyway? But poems are life blood on the page.
 
I cast this one out like a wind across the landscape, with full knowledge that reading anything, much less poetry, is a dying art in many quarters. Frankly, that doesn't stop me. I know, from 17 years of writing at nomorefakenews, that there are untold numbers of people who can still read and want to read. My articles have found them.
 
Going against the grain doesn't bother me. It motivates me. Every day. The seemingly absurd proposition that a poem can have a life-bearing effect---I hold that view and always will.
 
The unbound, wide-ranging, free and electric spirit within us is THERE. We can step on it and bury it and forget it, but it doesn't die. With that knowledge, and without apprehension, I freely give you this. Do with it what you will. As with everything else I write, I stand on the words.
 
 
VISIONS OF THE EMPIRE
 
By Jon Rappoport
 
    
This poem is not a warning
This is poem is not an alert
This poem is not a shopping cart in a supermarket
This poem is not my uncle talking about America with a cigar in his mouth
This poem is not about the H-bomb
This poem is not my grandmother speaking Russian in the Bronx a hundred years ago
This poem is not a microwave
This poem is not
This poem is not a robot car on the highway
This poem is not a power outage
This poem is not
This poem is not a peace treaty
This poem is not a shadow across your eyes
This poem is not Karl Marx or Mussolini
This poem is not a molecule invented in a laboratory
This poem is not a political philosophy manufactured in a secret bank
This poem is not a machine
This poem is not a system
This poem is not asking for an answer
This poem is not people dying in hospitals even though people are dying in hospitals
This poem is not bread or the fountain of youth
This poem is not a doctor
This poem is not a professor on a pension
This poem is not a union
This poem is not a dollar
This poem is not a major or a colonel
This poem is America and not-America
The dream America
 
 
 
After money was sold down the river and resurrected on a cross of blood
After a cash-loaded God strolled into town
After the Universal Hospital drugged synapses and drove the wild horses of imagination down into underground canyons
and sculpted androids stepped out in the aftermath buying back their own memories
 
geologic wraiths spiraled up inside television sets---
their only ambition to stunt prayers for deliverance and kill raw desire---
 
we watched wildcats of Texas dripping sweat into their high hats pull black blood out of the ground and send it through tubes of night to porcupine refineries on the shores of the Body of Christ
   apostles were resurrected in knife-cutter fins of long Cadillacs running hot across the Kansas plains with blondes in the back seat drinking
 
New horizontal towns were multiplying on Long Island, stage flats of perfect geometry coddled in the breasts of hopeful mothers asking for redemption from pill-addled afternoons and hallucinatory music cooking in shining ovens
                             monthly budgets laid out neatly on Formica counters below the knives
         distant farm fields dead in the snow
         blank-eyed children walking in the snow
         cultivating nightmares they would one day visit on Reality
 
I flew over those fields and heard the crackerbox houses rot and rust as nothing ever rotted before
 
We tamed the wolf and the copperhead
we broke a pond of ice and sent Promethean serpents to force a tunnel all the way down to the volcanic hats of ancient Chinese poets
 
We tracked mobs and gangs and politicians and drowned them in thunderous secret rivers under the Southwest deserts
we launched charges against the bosses and carried our prosecutions into courtrooms of fish eye and coral and waving undersea weeds and dragged paid-off judges from their galleon-wrecked thrones
 
We stood in the blinding sunlight reflected from low slung whitewashed buildings of Pasadena and El Segundo and Long Beach and felt the roar of departing space rockets cutting tunnels through the future and pulling back the future with giant magnets of illuminated dust
 
We walked through measureless windows of wheat and corn growing in the middle flatlands under the warm rain of supernatural mansions
 
We draped curtains of night in the upper hills of Los Angeles where the mountain lion and the coyote and the melted mythical Greek beast roamed like vagabonds free of the Wheel
 
Under poles of yellow lights, gasping midnight locomotives clamped on to lines of freight cars in the backyards of Chicago
Plastic lilies grew in the pastures of St. Louis haberdashers and department stores
 
In White Plains we carved a diamond on cracked asphalt and climbed a decaying elm and walked along the iron railing of the fence holding rotting branches and threw marbles down on to Davis Avenue and watched them bounce into the muddy stream of World War Two newspapers and swollen milk cartons and broken whiskey bottles and torn black jackets of old soldiers who had died in snow drifts over the winter and mysteriously disappeared
 
I ran under trees filled with light green inchworms hanging from long threads until I was invisible
                   and glimpsed smiling robots sitting in cafes in the next platinum century
 
In Los Angeles, concrete sunset of three stacked freeways, a carpet of park in Beverly Hills, old poolroom on Broadway downtown, bus to San Francisco, a bum holding out his hand and saying On Venus Jesus will show you machines of love
  
 
               I saw politicians jumping out of floating windows
         their briefcases cracking open
   spilling secrets like lazy snowflakes
       dazzling in the sun
             trillion dollar thefts
               naked amazons stashed in condos and yachts
               banks sucking money from the vacuum of the heavens
dead agents
 
in a rock pasture outside Des Moines hitchhiking to New York
glimpses of prehistoric time
       before the beginning before the beginning of sacred money before the first idols were built, before sacrifice was thought of, sly prophets were trying on robes and combing out their long hair and rehearsing their future executions
 
Standing up on a hill past Albuquerque on 66, I caught a ride into a no-name Arizona town, walked in the foggy morning along an empty road to a pine-filled snow-filled cliff and stared out at a spring valley a thousand feet below
 
In blinding rain I stood on the Indiana Turnpike outside Chicago pointed east and wound up in the Pennsylvania countryside driving the car of a half-crippled man with a Bible I met in a Howard Johnson
our headlights went dead on a curve and a cop pulled in behind us and stopped us
he led us to a fat judge's house in the middle of the night where we paid thirty bucks
then parked on a quiet lane and slept until dawn
early spring in March
flowering magnolia trees
he dropped two Thorazine and told me to drive
and his babbling about Heaven slowed down and he slept
and when we pulled into Manhattan he had me park in midtown
he looked at me with glazed doe's eyes and said
son, I've reached the end of the line, this is it, within a month I'll kill myself
 
 
I walked along the astral cloisters of Wall Street among crowds lapping at honey loopholes in a web of proprietary secrets and I flew through steel walls into the psychotic fandango of the international electronic invented money Surge
 
I recorded architects laying out blueprints for the perfect human in bunkers of Virginia where silent factories printed minds whose memories could be selectively erased
technicians built new bodies from tendons and ligaments of cougars and predatory owls and membranes from soldier ants and feral dogs
            
I walked through fields of cactus east of Tijuana
into caverns of mass graves where sacrificed Aztec skeletons still stank in pulsing blood rhymes of a toothless hobo Ziggurat
 
I sat in the courtroom where the two-hundred-year trial of America labored like a wounded beast, witness after witness screaming accusations at captains of production and dark iron-masked prosecutors hammered their fists on tables and smooth Rockefeller men sat in the witness box and advocated drugging the population
 
One Sunday night I walked out of a small bookstore on 3rd Avenue and a drunken Ben Franklin, wearing his waistcoat and slippers, his spectacles halfway down his crooked nose, pulled me over to the doorway of a paint store, and whispered:
             "I should prefer, to an ordinary death, being immersed
               with a few friends in a cask of Madeira, until that time,
               then to be recalled to life by the solar warmth of my
               dear country!"
 
he patted me on the cheek and grinned
 
What about the weathered Declaration on which you staked your honor, your future, your fortune, your life, I ask him
His face turns sour
Oh that, he says
They sold it for a war, and it fetched a handsome price
They sold it for a bank, and rated it a fair exchange
They sold it for a choking nightmare called the greater good, and it drained their living blood
They sold it for a legend of heaven under a burning copper sky and it vaporized in the whirlwind
 
         Fifty million video cameras record the washed out moment-to- moment ballet in streets and offices
                     people stop for a moment in a bulging tableau
                 light peers in through immobile troughs of fury
complaints are frozen
 
all the children of America with their endless needs are frozen
 
We slashed our way through faded blue Virginia mountain ranges ruled by subhuman priests    
lizards crawled through the sunlight between leaves on rumbling paragon trees spreading out their knuckles above ground
 
Through dream gardens of the starlit Sagittarius, coral horses, amber-fed lichen
we walked the Colorado Cherokee Trail glittering with bodies frozen in the silver fog  
 
We flew over steaming cities and freezing cities and came to the Asia plain of tropical magic where the walls of enduring space were cracked and broken and the false curtain of the sky lay at half-mast torn and stained
 
Here the empire had shriveled and small mobs wandered under saturated space broken off from the Maypole of trance
 
We still hear a voice of freedom
                             in the
                             aether
          
     now freedom barks like a dog
               it weeps over stones
               it demands cash
             it lies in the mud and croaks
             flees a burning church
            
On a parapet at the center of an unknown city, we hear a bovine preacher of the sub-brain announce:
  
                  
     ADORE! ADORE!
 
We have
 
A
 
New
 
God
 
And
 
Time
 
Is
 
Peeling off
 
Around him.
 
 
ADORE! ADORE!
 
Your life
 
Is being
 
Mapped out
 
In steel-banded
 
Central Planning
 
Operating
 
From
 
The Temple
 
Of the Just
 
A gram of license
 
For every ton of compliance
 
This is the new energy equation
 
One
 
Glittering
 
Breath
 
Of
 
Spontaneously inhaled
 
Stolen
 
Money
 
leveled like an exploding shell
 
o leader
 
your only remaining job
 
is the calculation
 
of the religious component
 
how to mountaintop
 
and sell that vacation view
 
theocratic meteors
 
whirling around the crown
 
what testament
 
and scripture
 
will you
 
invent
 
for the made-holy parade
 
of intercellular
 
electronic
 
money laundering
 
(left hand to the right)
 
how will you
 
market
 
the ark
 
of androids
 
what murders
 
will you
 
recast
 
as
 
sacrifices
 
made
 
on behalf of
 
the
 
rising
 
membership
 
in the
 
temple
 
of
 
those
 
seeking
 
justice
 
a node
 
of memoryless
 
cold blue light
 
shining on
 
citizens
 
entranced
 
in trust
 
 
Adore!
 
Adore!
 
The rebellion is over!
 
Everything
 
We hoped for
 
Granted!
 
Now
 
By the blessed
 
Eye
Capture and Love are the same!
 
Their
 
Separation
 
Was
 
Our
 
Sin
 
We
 
Surrender
 
To
 
The Egoless
 
Cage
 
Adore! Adore!
 
All
 
Objections
 
Are
 
Swept away
 
This
 
Is
 
Our
 
Day
 
Our
 
Hope
 
Has Been
 
Justified
 
In the
 
Temperament
 
Of
 
The Wise
 
Who
 
Unleash
 
A hurricane
 
To catapult us
 
Into
 
The new world
 
Adore! Adore!
 
One shapeless limp impulse
 
Desperately shared by nine billion people
 
Dissolves
 
The threshold
 
Of mystery
 
And opens at last
 
The door
 
To
 
The everlasting
 
Life
 
This is the apotheosis of
 
What
 
We have all
 
Been unconsciously seeking
 
 
                    
I see populations surge through golden avenues wrapped around the upper stories of Orphic ships waiting for solar winds
 
I open books in a shining arboretum, ten-thousand-foot wells pour
from the sky down into stratified layers of rock...
 
Summer night on an old porch, rhododendrons are thrashed by slow comets of rain
 
there is a sleep so pervasive numbing the chest and shoulders, a despair so charming as to be final, a titanic loss of mobility
 
there were buildings in the old World War 2 Paris that looked like beautiful rotting vegetables propped on the ark of the River windows scalloped stone sacred mucosal choirs
 
in a nostalgic vortex
death is a protocol
a virginal reopening of the wound
insignia piping gardens from its royal wax
into the dark
old pleasures run in familiar magnetic channels
 
Ah, this is old-world death, the happiness of remembering time, a thing of wonder in the thrall of dying autumn
and then we knew what could be lost, and then we knew we were seeing each other fading on sheets of papyrus
and we dropped through the earth
 
           flaming
 
       into the legend of the unconscious
 
    
and
 
struggled back and emerged up into the lights of the city
 
We move through the halls of this summertime life  
 
the meridians of gills breathing in and out, in and out
              
             and cross the bridges of memory
             and are New
 
 
       We punch through the wax of space-time into the warm rain
 
we unplug the money presses
 
we abandon the long steel trading tables and the slaughtering floor
 
we defect
 
we drink the root turning into the bud
the bud turning to grain
 
we brush away the choking filaments of narcosis and finally admit our immortality
 
we walk in the canopy of clouds
 
in the canal where time and space are bolted, cloth to cloth
 
We ride tigers across the Styx into the mud houses of Hades and blow sacks of north wind to clean the ruined stables of broadcast memory
 
We race up the canyons of the Rockies, we float on the Salt Lake in mirrors of gold
 
We walk out of the house in the middle of the night and watch the magnolia tree in the little grassy island open white flowers of joy!
 
Sing now!
Speak now!
 
Tear away the seal on the tomb!
 
MAGICIANS!
MASTERS OF TIME!
in any weather, any season
   long forgotten and hidden in hard flesh
     they are there!
     all the fires are out
                 all the wars of the bankrupt versus the bankrupt are over
                                  
 
 
I watched a sleek black car pull up to a house down the block where an old man who grew apple trees was screaming and three men got out of the car and grabbed his arms and put him on a stretcher and took him away to the Foundation, a place where they kept the insane
     he had spent every Sunday morning polishing his red car
         he had once been a judge
   he retired and built department stores
             he kept a bulldog in his garage and fed it there
his son who wore gray suits and drove a foreign car
owned a brewery
        
i dreamed the father was sitting on the back of a white swan who had a leash around his neck
I woke up and went into the kitchen and sat down at the table
I looked out the window and under a streetlight I saw the old man's son putting something into the trunk of his car
his movements were frail
he had aged overnight
 
 
I fled through the oily swamps of New Jersey into the bright green plastic of Delaware and through the Carolinas and woke up in a pink sand motel in Miami under tropic rain
 
I hitchhiked down the old 66 from East St. Louis out to Joplin in the back of a vegetable truck and floated into a diner in Oklahoma City
 
In a long, long Los Angeles bar on a slow Tuesday afternoon I counted six Hindu gods sitting on stools drinking rotgut and transmitting sign language to their London banker lolling outside the men's room
 
 
I walked along the death harbors of New York
I saw ships gleaming
I watched swarms of seagulls bend this way in the air and flap their white wings and gray wings in the dark morning
 
I'm walking the cemetery lawns of Los Angeles
now and then a plastic face looms up out of the fog
 
Boston...in the ocean mythic giants
all their capillaries have gone dry
the moon is setting on page one
intestinal tract of a beached octopus suctioned to a sidewalk
 
in a small café I look at the faces and know there was universally accepted time and it's ended
            
We saw old iron ore carriers moving slowly on Lake Erie
frost clinging to their torn-painted sides
pulling along hills of hidden Nevada gold
 
GM monitor lizards sway down Main St. USA like garbage machines on the move, guzzling and chewing tin cans, bottles, bags of medical waste, wrappers, assaulting bins
 
 
you're in the reality tunnel again
       where predators finger like worry-beads cocoons of demolished light
 
         limbic vacuum cleaners
     suck up embers of war
 
 
 
be of good cheer, son, never fear the end, there is no end THERE IS NO END
abide by the central directive--
                                         when you're lying on a slab in the mortuary
                                   STAND UP
 
         tell them they've made a minor miscalculation
         recite a few lines from scripture
         and stride quickly to the exit
 
                           confess to the guards
                             you're just a pathetic figure
                             a minor functionary
                             in a bureau of functionaries
                             all the way up
 
tip your hat, grin, drop a few coins in the basket, move on
this universe is
                 a hell of a vacation
                 thrills and chills
                 buy the ticket
                 if you can't get out
                 call me
 
 
 
The cosmos is a forgery of the individual
 
 
They say the dark arts are fine things
 
They lie below the gold rings
 
That surround every living cell
 
         OR you can
 
Strip naked from the stirrups
 
Of gravity
 
Sit with clouds banked over the ocean
 
And burn in the dish your own name
 
 
The great thief said
 
I have given you
 
Everything you need
 
And so it was
 
Another message
 
A column of fire
 
Rising out of the sea
 
 
 
you can lift twelve Persephones out of a Swiss watch
and push an orange train at top speed to Mongolia
 
each thought on the ruined wreck of sands
                     is a poet
               driving a Cadillac into a living room
 
 
 
(pretending to understand a foreign language
           they invented a hundred more)
 
 
 
midtown Manhattan...my father walks from the haberdasher to the barber shop with a new hat in a box
       he sits in the chair and the barber winds it back and shaves him with a straight razor that was lolling in a tall glass of alcohol
             the barber wipes off the blade with a white linen towel and moves the razor back and forth on his strop and shaves my father
and cuts his hair
 
 
 
the pool room on 14th Street, old men playing three-cushion slowly with long tapered fingers, under a hanging lamp one face peeks in and then it's ripped away as the floor sweeper lifts the shades and the sun comes streaming through the dust
 
 
                                               
ever deepening beauty,
there is a little garden behind our house
where vines grow over a wood shed
 
and purple bougainvillea and morning glory
 
in this idyll I can rest
I can dream of her while I hold her hand
we set the kettle boiling
and pour the steaming water
and drink a tea of the world
 
you sold me an empty room
I moved in and found you there
 
you waited in the rain for me
And I came to you
 
The home we built at the end of a street
Is becoming larger every day
 
The poet picks the street on which he will starve
and grow rich
 
I am painting on a sheet of sturdy paper
A small garden
The sky is on the bottom
The flowers are on top
There are window boxes
 
I am making the same proposal to you, my darling
 
I pray to prayer
I deliver myself to you
I say the night and I say down the stairs we go again
 
never the garden
 
              ever the garden
 
            
we are always in between everything we thought
 
always
 
 
               my darling,
             I'll go with you
                 into the garden
                 into the bedroom
                 into the living room
                 into the kitchen
                
 
on to the rust-colored couch after the sandstorm
when the evening is quiet
the stove is ticking
        
my dead father is again sitting in a metal chair playing pinochle with his friends
          
 
             my dead mother bounds down the stairs
she's suddenly thirty again
grinning with the August of the Black Sea
 
 
my sister is holding a feral dog in her arms and he is wrapping his mouth around her wrist and slowly quieting down
 
 
 
Not one god
not fewer gods
give me a proliferation of gods
gods in plantains and mangoes
gods in broken chairs in vague Arizona motels
gods in piles of gray wood at the back of a barn in Mississippi
gods in statues on broad plazas in Chicago
gods in lagoons festering with green mold in San Diego
gods on the foggy windows of diners in Western Massachusetts
gods on the graves of Vikings and accountants in New Jersey
gods in silverware and white napkins
 
 
 
one version of what the old Tibetans
called the Great Void:
 
                 everybody looks around and tries to figure out what to do
because the long hustle of discovery is over
and all the explorers have been paid off
 
There is nothing left
   except a few magicians
     living in cold mountains
punching holes in the universe at will
 
               In Lhasa they were faced with that Nothing
and they turned to it in the eastern sky hanging like a lamp in a long vacated whorehouse
     and bowed
 
that was the only ceremony in the original book
         which they later
   in quiet rooms
   burned in wood bowls
 
before starting their exercises
Worship?
           Decay?
     Never heard of it.
        
 
And now think of something else, perfect automobiles
         streaming down a tropical planet toward the
     a mirror lake on which stands a demigod in green pantaloons
who holds all data everywhere in his outstretched arms
 
   and freeze THAT in memory like a sword for sixteen hours
   without moving
and finally see universe
     is a product
       of mind
    
       this is what they were doing
   before they wrote the books and ordered the prayer wheels from sears catalog
   and jingle jangled their way into a theocracy on a cold saturday morning
 
   they were the dim sum masters
       never ordered the same breakfast twice in the holy rivers of energy
   took apart the river and the energy
               too
     down to Nothing
         sat in Void for
       indeterminate length of no-time
       stopping all creating
because they could
     and then emerged
                         those few
               magicians in the cold wasted hills and
 
             and said WELL
         if you folks want to elect a billion reincarnated hopalong cassidys
as your head chief go ahead it doesn't matter
we're out here on the edge
   inventing and destroying dimensions
 
 
 
a painted hand on a canvas disappears down into the mouth of a virgin
a factory in Cinncinati plunges into the production of synthetic thighs
 
 
 
the cage of the tiger is very clean
           attendants come in once a day and
           scoop up the feces and remove them
           they hose down the floor
           when they're done the tiger is let back into the cage
           and picks up his pacing
                                  
 
 
 
Huge sums in bank accounts disappear
Wearing a webbed helmet, you're running across a lake in Liberia with an M-16
 
an orange bird
       walks down
         to a small fountain pouring into the eye of an exploded centurion
 
 
 
Disembodied skulls are talking to each other in a Times Square liquor store
what was the greatest war?
in whose name did we lay down our flesh
was the uranium really depleted
how many roadside bombs did you see before the last one
did we guarantee the oil
did we plant the poppies
 
freedom is standing in a bar on university place and ordering a beer at six o'clock and listening to the voices
 
freedom is taking a shirt of infinite sadness and folding it up
 
freedom is sitting in a bus station in a small town and counting the money in your pocket and watching the door as a wolf trots in and stares at you
 
freedom is being as sad as the animals
 
freedom is falling down on your knees in the street
 
freedom is a beautiful drunken woman tearing off her clothes and taking the elevator down to the lobby of the Fairmont Hotel in San Francisco
 
 
 
Raphael's curls
Are wired
From cliffs domed with chimes.
 
The NY Times
Is a mosquito
On a plum.
 
In halls of marble
Heralds open the door
Spring
At last
 
The gold-seated apparatus
Spits out souls,
Tourniquet
Of the faded sea.
 
 
 
South of Los Angeles...dancers arrive early in a giant room above the ocean.
In forest halls, dryads run like crystal.
CON FRER Tito Puente strides into the endless Balboa ballroom.
Timbales, rolling cymbals, chingachcook congas, brass section put in harness from the ceiling. Tito is sitting in a blue mist. The slow vibraphone turns over and over and Silver runners flash around corners.
 
 
 
In the New York harbor
Turbines with numerical rivets
Are driven into light.
Shoreline hardworking men rest on the
Kneecap of a colossal Buddha
Coming into port
 
 
when I was a boy
         a road among trees
       magnolia, oak, maple...
             squirrels with great healthy bushy tails ran up trunks
                    jumped on to roofs
                       sniffed smoke coming out of chimneys
and in the dark
there were horse chestnut trees dropping polished mahogany
along the little lanes leading off the road...
 
After the Cross of money burned and rotted
we walked to the shore
we walked into the ocean
we walked on the ocean floor
we discovered the oceanic mind
we swam on the towering waves
we came back to ourselves
 
we smelled towers of the city
we floated into the city
we rolled out on to the highways of America
 
we broke veins of golden paralysis in the clock of the galaxy
 
we rose with our swords and decapitated the Holy Worm
 
we planted gardens around the wreck of the Babel Tower and invented new languages that would spread like morning glories
 
 
 
knowing the past was dead
I walked out of the house of melting shadows
 
I bathed in clear water
 
I sat down by an old stream and waited for the fish to speak
I sat inside a reflection of lunar decay for thirty incarnations
and nothing happened
 
I walked out of the house of melting shadows
 
     not a closed night or a fearful night or a weeping night or a money night or a political night or an atomic night
 
the herds of stars are breaking out of their corral
 
                                
I'm sitting at a cafe
on the beach in Cardiff
blue January afternoon
                                 my mind unwrinkles
                 the restaurant's empty
a huge whitewashed gull with a red beak
stands on a rock a few feet away
he waits, he looks
 
 
        
mouthless cash/samurai governments in twinkling skyscrapers
 
 
I try on soft hats in a phantasmagorical haberdasher on 5th Avenue
in a jar the size of Des Moines I pickle brains of ancient Sinatras
  
 
sand in the engine, empty canteens, thirsty in the desert, I climb the next set of dunes and stagger down into a level-B resort, artificial lake restaurants women in bikinis fat men children sliding into blue pools waiters delivering drinks, robot Adam&Eve standing under a palm tree eating a bowl of fruit, Machine God sitting at a huge poolside table with a few cronies, he waves me over, the sun sets and the moon comes up, I watch old skulls of mob defectors rolling like tumbleweed in the desert....
 
 
hollow planets ring like gongs, shepherds bring in their animals, ghosts in the arbor pick the grapes and feel the warm wind, we're walking through a forest, the yellow-horned flowers are weeping with fog, chrome-edged clouds are dropping sheets of loneliness
 
 
the universe said goodbye
the universe was going away
there was no JFK assassination
it was a mirage in Texas
Allen Dulles was sitting in the back of the limo
his brains were splashed all over an unknown woman
she was fighting to breathe and squirming
she was wearing a little pillbox hat and a polkadot dress
she jumped out of the car and ran up the street
and no one ever saw her again
the Virgin Mary
the Virgin Mary of Texas
 
 
the lilies of the valley are growing in the back yard again
splashed in the Buick majesty of steady spring rain
and the snow is gone
the branches of crystalline ice are giving out little green buds
and worms are crawling in the mud around the porch sniffing roses
 
Caravaggio talks to Raphael and Raphael talks to Piero and a leg
takes shape
Michelangelo talks to Titian and half a face emerges
Durer talks to Velasquez and Goya walks out of a cave ready to go to
work
 
 
 
we return to the Bronx and visit my grandmother sitting in her pudding chair in the middle of the living room, she slowly moves her head and trembles and mumbles something in Yiddish and I kiss her on the cheek, the mirror sits on the heavy bureau above candles flickering for the dead in the middle of the afternoon, someone is always dying, they were dying in Russia and they are dying in the Bronx, there was a daughter who died a few weeks after she was born and my grandfather died when I was three, and the candy store across the street died when bubble gum was outlawed during WW2, and my father's father is dead, he owned a clothing store and his partner ran off with the cash and now the partner is dead too, and the books on the shelves in my grandmother's house are dead, and the plates behind glass are dead, the forks and knives and spoons are dead, the rugs in the living room are dead, and my father's mother will soon be dead in the dining room on the floor at our house late in the afternoon in January, but no one is supposed to make a move to stop the dying in the way the dying is happening, we are all supposed to stand by, centurions at a gateless city, the rivers shallow and frozen, kiss your grandmother, stand back, smile, go over to the table, sit down, play cards, eat honey cake, listen, listen, listen
Hermes is circling the brick house and tearing tiles off the roof, he's coming down into the living room and breaking into the glass cases and stealing the silverware, he's crawling under the piano and ripping out the pedals, he's moving the laundry room between the living room and the kitchen, he's going next door to the psychiatrist's house and laying down the names of 297 mental disorders that will be invented out of wholecloth in the next 50 years
 
 
I'm lying back in a leather chair in Grand Central Station and an old man is cutting my hair
he puts a hot white towel on my face
 
I enter St. Pat's, it's a huge bookie joint, crowds standing in the aisles, betting on anti-Lucifer
I take a seat at the end of a long pew and fold my hands in prayer to Piero della Francesca, silver painter of Solomon & Sheba
and Henry Miller of the Rosy Crucifixion and Kenneth Patchen in his bed of pain and Gregory Corso roaming the streets of Rotterdam
blessings of wine and bread and skeletons growing new flesh and father Walt sitting in the middle of Times Square his voice a violet thunder
 
the President is on television and the Pope is drunk on ceremonial wine cursing the Church fathers as he floats naked near the Sistine ceiling
 
O dream garden of the ancient flower...

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